Hi Assalamualaikum blog. Ya Allah punyalah lama tak bukak blogger ni dah bertukar dah template nak menaip, awkwaaaaard hahahaha. Sebenarnya niat nak blog tu dah lama tau, sejak habis last paper lagi 31/7 tapi tulaaa hm sekadar niat, malas gilaaa weh padahal aku bukan ada apa dah, dah settle degree, tengah menganggur banyak je masaa hihi.Kadang aku terfikir gak apalah aku buat masa 24 jam habis macam tu je uahahaha pastu tiap malam niat nak tidur awal, nak bangun awal, nak be produktif for the next day tapi hampehhh. It's been the same unproductive routine repeated everyday. Dah lah kena duduk rumah je sbb pkp, mmg aku berjaya mengembang dgn jayanya haih. Nak jogging tapi tunggu settle 2nd dose huhu. Aku mmg paranoid sikit Covid-19 ni sebab it is not only melibatkan aku, but family aku. I don't want to do cause anything risky so duduk jelah dediam kat rumah sampai settle 2 dose, kerja pun aku tak carik lagi hihi bukan selalu menganggur, enjoy jelaa dulu. Anyways the point of this post is to share abt my degree life. Alhamdulillah dah settle 3 tahun belajar course sains pentadbiran dekat UiTM Seremban 3! Tak sangka kejap je masa berlalu. Paling ralat sebab habis degree macamtu je, no last photo with friends, no last vacation, doesn't have any celebration etc. Masa belajar pun semua virtually sampai at one point mmg dah takda motivation langsung, fikir nak habis je. Kadang wonder how would I ended my degree life if there is no Covid-19. The last time together with my housemates dkt rumah sewa pun just ingat yg semua nak balik cepat sbb risau kena pkp dkt seremban, jauh dengan family so semua kelam kabut nak fikir nak balik rumah masing-masing je time tu heh.
So, about my degree life, the first thing is aku sangat sangaaaat bersyukur ada kawan kawan yang baik sepanjang aku belajar. My roommates, housemates, classmates semua jenis tak kedekut ilmu,suka tlg each other, semua jenis friendly & fun jeeee. Ofc there is some minor misunderstanding sometimes, but still, so grateful to know with them. Kadang dgr cerita tak best org share dekat twitter ke mmg aku bersyukur my stories/experience is defferent from what I've read. Dulu sebenarnya takut jugak tau nak masuk degree ni and tinggal dgn strangers since aku tak pernah duduk asrama or what hahahah so yeah, alhamdulillah. Aku harap sangat eventho everyone will have their own life (family, career etc..) later, we will still going to keep in touch with each other. It is okay kalau dah lama tak bercakap pun but I hope bila one day dapat jumpa balik, everything, the feeling will be just the same, no awkwardness or whatsoever. Bila kelas online ni aku stress sangat especially part that there's nobody can relate with your struggles in your own house. Even share anything, other people would not understand. I mean, my parents did a great job concerning abt me sometimes tapi tulah, the feeling is different. Everytime aku down aku akan rindu sangat sangat seremban. The people who always, listen, sharing our struggles, find a way to make the situation better together, jokes around even tengah stress, sumpah rindu. Ofc ada benefit online class, tapi still, bab mentally memang physical classes is 100x better. This sem especially mmg aku dah hilang terus motivation tu, masuk kelas pun mmg asal ada je, my understanding mmg jarang, kalau kelas pagi mmg selalu sangat tertidur, like takda proper plan langsung. Atleast the semesters before aku adalah list down some stuffs & know what I am doing tapi this semester mmg ouuuttt. I did tried okay, tapi kejap je okay then aku demotivated semula. Aku serious tak expect apa apa pun untuk sem ni.... but guess whaaaat? Alhamdulillah result keluar pagi ni and I got dekan for the first time in my last semester aaaa! All of the struggles are paid off I guess T__T happy gilaa sebab aku paling least expect sem ni T___T congrats to all of my classmates jugak ramai dapat dekan sama, for yg tak capai result yg korg nak, insyaallah a better things is coming for you. Semua yg aku kenal semua baik baik & hebat hebat so insyaAllah everything will be just fine! yg penting we did our best & survived these past 3 years aaaa so proud of us <33
I don't know when I will ever meet my degree's friends lepasni since everyone stay jejauh. Rindu weh, rindu sangaaaaat. Hope we can still convo sama sama :') tu je last hope aku utk jumpa korg semua semulaa. Pls covid, go awaaayy :(
Anw, from my roommates semester 1, iman, shahirah & suuu. From the part aku happy & bersyukur ada kawan form 6 yang masuk sama course dgn aku, iman. Stranger yg aku kenal dari twitter and plan utk jadi roommates sama sama & saeraaah, mmg stranger langsung hahahah my first friend dari terengganu. Banyak sangat weh memories dgn korang, every subject kita group sama sama, rinduu part study sama sama, makan sama samaa, gi mana mana pun berkepit je hahahhaha lepasni takde dah nak jalan jalan tasik dah mcm sem 1, pergi event kolej nak kumpul kupon walaupun tahu possibility nak dpt kolej tu sikit), buat henna sesamaa, pergi jalan jalan seremban (iv utk assignment, daftar ssm, hangout release stress, etc..), join colourrun/main dodgeball (sampai semua sakit sakit badan), pergi masjid seremban (tak igt event apa hahahaha), pergi event keusahawanan dkt seremban, pergi uitm shah alam for some events jumpa syed saddiq lol, and many moreeeee!! How I wish I could write each of the memories here so bila aku baca balik blog ni aku boleh throwback T___T tapi tulaaa, banyak sangat aku tak ingat hahahahah anw so thankful dekat iman & suu selalu bagi nasihat kat akuu, saerah pulaa selalu jadi listener yg baik, kalau aku buat anything yg lain sikit, cepat je perasaan & tanya why :") semua aa tiga tiga ni a good listener, so supportive & understanding. Bersyukur kenal koraaanng <3
Also, my housemates, azreena, hidayah, irah, husna, arisaa, cindy (& even aqilah), iman, shahirah, su. Dengan housemates ni mmg banyak aaa pengalaman yg best. Paling takleh lupa kenangan cikti masuk rumah hahahahha sampai pindah yeeee, pindah pulak mentang2 dekat semua bawak take turn dari rumah lama ke rumah baru jalan kaki bawak barang hahahaha. Rinduu gi kelas sama sama, balik sama sama, jogging sama sama, pergi raemes/bundo, masak sama samaa, berbuka sama samaaa, tengok tv sama samaa, stress sama sama hahahhaha, gossip, fangirling, main game, nyanyi sama sama, gotong royong bersihkan rumah, solat hajat sama samaaa, banyak lagiiiii. Senang dgn korg sebab mostly semua classmates jugak so apa apa senang nak share, nak tanya papeee, nak pinjam pape keee, alhamdulillah la semua baikkkk jaranglaaaa berkira :") Btw nasiblah kita sempat pergi rumah husna & balik tu jalan melaka sama sama sblm these covid things to happened, lepastu haritu ingat bolehlaaa pergi kenduri arisa sama sama but tak kesampaian sebab covid, hope the next housemate's punya kenduri bolehla pergi & jumpaa semulaaaaa hihihi
Lastlyyyy my precious classmates semua, you know who you are (nak list takut ada yg tertinggal hahah). At first macam rasa amazed tau satu kelas semua perempuan but now I guess that's a blessing, selesa nak buat or share apa apa hahahahah. Thankyou guys for the memories! Lepasni no more last minute siapkan assignments (paling teringat kelam kabut buat acc dekat kolej - naikturun tangga haaa & struggle buat subjek CSC tu dekat rumah sewa kitorang lol), dah takda presentation yg best best nak tengok (paling teringat buat utk CTU, bersungguh2 haaa semua berlakon), dah takda class cancel, takda tryhard nak sumbat semua classmates dalam lift hahahaha. Anyway, banyak kali jugak aku bersyukur sebab kelas kita ada classrep macam dayah, paling thankful waktu dayah share tuto buat spss sebab kelas kita taktahu pape, dahla online. Aku rasa mmg dayah deserve extra appreciation sebab tanpa dia boleh huru hara kelas kita hahahaha even dia stress stress pun, tak pernah lupa classmates dia hihi <3 Hope kita dapat reunion macam pergi rumah nana harituu. That was one of the best moment masa degree. Haritu dah rancang nak pergi buat aktiviti sama sama, tapi plan asyik bertukar lepastuuu pkp ahaa :') takde rezeki but itsokay, kita doa jelaaa boleh hanging out sesama lagiii nanti bila bilaa, insyaAllah.
Tbh banyak lagi kenangan yg aku ingat like menang kawad kaki (almost pitam pun pernah time kawad lol) handle event soma, ambik lesen kereta sampai barai tiaphari khamis/jumaat lol, kenal ramai kawan baru even kelas online - dapat jadi classrep for 1 semester for kelas G subjek MC, even tak pernah jumpa but still keep in touch sampai sem ni. I feel like crying weh tulis post ni hahahahah thankyou for everything semua, semoga ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi insyaAllah. I made this post sebab nak senang throwback nanti sebab I knowww there will be no such pengalaman macam ni dah, umur pun dah makin meningkat, we will miss all of these for sure. Zaman study untuk degree dah tamat, now we will enter a new phase of life, semoga yg baik baik je. Aku pun tak terbayang what kind of job aku buat nati & kadang takut on what the future hold. Papepun, wishing every each of uguys a good life, semoga korang capai everything that you want to achieve in your life & semoga dipermudahkan segalanya. Love you guys a lot! xoxo.
**Finally siap jugak post ni :') aku tangguh simpan dalam draft dari ahad haritu daripada taktahu result sampai dah dapat resullt huhuu. Thankyou for reading x I'm gonna sleep, esok finally my 2nd dose vaccination day yay! hahahaha oranglain semua dah lengkap lama dah..... btw bye Assalamualaikum!
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