New life? Different phase.

Assalamualaikum!!!
Hi belogku syg mwahmwaaah :*

    Harini aku off day, Off day? Means aku dah ada kerja. This is like continuation to the post sebelum ni ha saje nak bagitahu aku dah bekerja. Sebenarnya its almost sebulan dah kerja. Actually lps post sblm ni, aku dapat kerja dkt kedai buku which is pustaka rakyat. Its a fun experience lah, everyone seems so nice. But then, seminggu je aku kerja sana ha Giant depan rumah aku ni call. Maka, aku pun start kerja giant. Kerja giant ni aku keje bahagian uncle jack. InsyaAllah smpai bulan 8 je and then aku nak sambung study ❤ I've got too many things to be told tapi tak kesampaian sebab busy and penat tak terkata almaklumlah kerja bahagian dapur ha dgn staff tak cukup pehhhhhhhhhhh. So... harini since aku pergi berurut dah, kaki aku dah tak sakit sakit so..... here I am!!! Mood bercerita pun datang ehem.

     Working at this new workplace rasa macam.... aku masuk dunia yang baru? Aku rasa lebih confident. Everyone are so freaking friendly and I am so thankful for that. They keep giving me compliment yang aku tak pernah terima sebelum ni.. like, my wujud-tk-wujud-appreance sblm ni rasa di appreciated sangaaat. Sumpah I love it. Of courseeee, kerja sini ada bad side jugaaak sbb kerja macam orang gila ok, hari hari customer ramaaai and so many stuff to do. Mmg stress ah sampai 6 kg aku turun sbb kerja sini HAHAHAHAHAHA (kinda guilty pleasure ??? loool). There's other hidden happiness while working here but I won't share it here, biarlah misteri lmao tbh aku malas nak bukak cerita nanti takda penghujung em malas ah. Btw ada hikmah aku dapat kerja sini. Time kerja pustaka rakyat haritu, aku kerja dgn kwn aku ni sekali. AND YKNOW WHAAAT? Bos berhentikan dia just bcs dorang dah jumpa staff yang nak kerja tetap (kwn aku tu part time je) ha. Speechless gila aku. Kesian kawan aku tu haih. Masalahnya bos tu berhentikan without any notices few days before. It's rude! Sumpah ya Allah I cannot imagine if I were there by that time. Moga berhikmah la benda ni. Moga kawan aku dapat kerja yang better aminn!

     Ah so, result stpm haritu dah keluar and alhamdulillah I've got 3.25!!!! First time naik pentas weh sepanjang 19 tahun bersekolah. Rasa bangga dgn diri sendiri. Those hard times learning so many things in form 6 was paid off yaaay! And now buntu isi upu je ni ahaaa. Tahu tak time ni lah internet aku nak buat pasal ha. Aku baru je lps kemaskini semula course upu yang aku nak, but then internet crashed takdpt connect dari tadi em stress lah sis camni emmmm. Btw aku pilih psikologi as the first choice dekat ukm. Sumpaaah dah lama sgt imagine dapat course ni and study kat ukm. Moga aku dapat apa yang aku nak lahhh, aminnnn!!!!! 2nd choice aku pentadbiran dkt uitm, 3rd choice is bhs jepun hihi, 4th is english and then 5th choice ambik bm hehehehehe. Tbh my mom suruh utamakan english and bm tu & then jadi cikgu. Aku sgt sgt taknak jdi cikgu sbnrnya. So then, I've asked my muet teacher time amik result haritu. She herself yang cakap jadi cikgu ni susah, kena mentally and physically prepared!!!! (I knw thats why I don't want it but my mom...-). She said that better pilih bebetul course yang aku bebetul nak!!!! So yeah thats what I did hehe and setelah berbincang dgn mak, mak pun suruh utamakan minat and I am a happy kid hehe! But then nanti kalau dpt tawaran english or bm aku pergi je..... aku okay je sebenarnya sebab aku mmg minat bahasa. AKU JUST TAKNAK JADI CIKGU! Thats it lol tapi kalau betullah takdir, takpelah aku terima insyaAllah.

    Oh right, aku taktahu lah but I don't really feels the need of fangirling sekarang ni. Korean drama pun dah jarang layan. BTS punya news kalau ternampak kat twitter or instagram je aku tahu. But i don't feels excited anymoreee. Idk maybe it's time to move on?????! Entahlah lah biarlah masa yang menentukan. Lol lagu pun aku asyik layan lagu malay jeeee and I'll repeat the same damn song tiaphari HAHAHAHAHAHA. I don't really know this new me???? And fyi I feels more comfortable dgn diri aku sekarang. Aku rasa aku dah boleh slow slow terima diri aku. Maybe betullah orang kata, gaul dgn orang yang betul and you will be happier hahahaha. Idk how long this happiness will lasts but I am so thankful. Aku takut juga nak happy sangat kekadang, takut sedih :) takpelah let everything happens ikut flow yang telah ditetapkan. I will put my trust 100% on Him, the almighty. I hope bright future will lead me ahead, eh? Entah betul ke idok speaking teman ni... hahahahaha sekian sahaja post kalini, assalamualaikum!